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Tries Outside of the LinesFor as long as I can remember there was something wrong with the world. For as long as I can remember I thought it couldn't be true because the world was so big. I theorized that someone, a creature as small as I, could not have any influence, so it must be my view which was misconstrued.  
 
It must be me, not the world that was wrong. There must be something within my perspective of the greedy killing and stealing. Must be something within my understanding of the lies and deception of all forms of the government. Must be within something of my experience of the actions of my parents as well as any authority figure I'd come into co Tries Outside of the Lines
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A Clean Break to PortrayIt was in my blood ever since I could remember. You know that feeling. When you're alone but surrounded by friends. When you're surrounded by friends but without comfort.   
I'd always thought there was something wrong with me because I never found a place I could sleep. I never found a bed to rest without tossing. The sheets and blankets that covered me would rue the day I laid down, I knew it before my head hit the pillow. It hurt to know I'd never know. It hurt to understand that I would never fully comprehend comfort or ease. The day I recalled my passed experiences and brought them up was the day I gave up. I think I was twelve A Clean Break to Portray
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LynguisticsI had always disagreed with her. So wild and insane; leaving even the wind in a whorl of uncertainty. At first I thought that it would pass. Maybe it would die down with age or experience--neither of which were mutually exclusive. But there were other things: The lust of night's wind and the understanding of a day spent in the sun.  
 
It could've been the ability of her to comprehend both. It would explain a lot about what she did and was interested in. There seemed nothing to sate her; I couldn't love her more.   
When the time came for us to depart I found I was more damaged. As always the less friendly between us knew Lynguistics
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Osuski Clan: ShaneFirst of all: Shane is a female. A tomboy/pretty-fuckin-gay to be precise. She's just one of the guys, really. This is the main thing I'm banking on making her different than from the other females that are looked down upon or only humoured.  
 
Anyway--she's an Arctic Fox/Russian Wolf hybrid. Her father was a pure blood of the Genko family. I imagine he has a very close friend or half brother in the Nishikigoi clan. For a while Shane--up until the age of 9--is raised in the Genko tradition. A hit is put out for her father and mother. She escapes only because there was a concealed panic room (not to be spoken of). The half brother/f Osuski Clan: Shane
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One Day

Mon May 18, 2009, 3:24 AM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Fuck You Lucy -- Atmosphere
  • Reading: Tao of Physics
  • Watching: myself type
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed
  • Eating: raw meat
  • Drinking: whiskey
I'll kill the person I love. That who is not pack. That who is not mate. That who is not playmate. It will not pain me like anything else has or ever will. Understanding... my points of view--bestial as they are--is better than human methods of observation and appreciation. It is better than deliberating and deciding. You feel pack. You feel mate. You feel playmate. They are neither exclusive or in ranks. They just are.

They are me. They are we. We are all together.

It'd been a while since I thought about |pack| or |mate|. It hurt to do so because I knew without comprehension I'd always thought in such terms. I knew then but I was so afraid to know I hid it from my self. I was so afraid to know I forgot it. But then I progressed. I found my jungle; finding it wild and dangerous, warm and fun, I saw my true nature. I found the two halves I kept apart because I wasn't ready to become who I'd be if they met. I was afraid of the beast I'd become.

Not now though. Never now. Never ever again. Ever.

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~backseat00 Oct 30, 2009, 5:12:34 PM
Hi! I do not know you, but I saw a comment you left on someone's art and decided I liked you right away.
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~o0suicide0o Oct 31, 2009, 12:02:24 PM
Do you remember which? Did I say something silly? I have a tendancy to do that!

Thank you for liking me right away, from merely a sentence. I've never gotten that before.

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When life gives you lemons, ask for Tequila and salt...
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*nana-51 Oct 19, 2009, 5:11:42 PM
yop, thanks for the watch :)

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There is neither good or bad, but thinking makes it so. (shakespeare)
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*rileymai Sep 27, 2009, 1:01:01 PM
thanks for the fav!

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"I don't know if life is greater than death,
but love was more than either."
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~drull Aug 14, 2009, 11:38:26 PM
thanks for the boba fett fave, :D

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Paz y amor
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~TraceLandVectorie03 Jun 17, 2009, 5:24:18 PM
thankyou 4 da fav

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PRAY or you will be PREY
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*walkonwater77 May 31, 2009, 7:02:49 PM
hey thanx for the fav and add stop by anytime

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I PRAY THAT WEN I DIE MAY I REACH HEAVEN 2HRS BEFORE THE DEVIL KNOWS IM DEAD....
chek the galley [link] :wow: $15 full color commisions!!
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!phillipthe2 May 17, 2009, 12:47:02 PM
:+fav: - O - Rama and a fried :spam: samich. :D

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Paradigm shifting without a clutch....
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~o0suicide0o May 17, 2009, 4:28:37 PM
FFFFF Paradigm shiftin' WITH a clutch is crazy enough! You must be tripping ballslol.

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When life gives you lemons, ask for Tequila and salt...
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!phillipthe2 May 17, 2009, 4:35:50 PM
Nah...that's what I was eating while thanking folks for favin'.

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Paradigm shifting without a clutch....
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